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So I know I haven’t been on since Halloween but I will try my hardest to at least get in some posts this month along with the one I am about to post..
So I was having a great thanksgiving until I got home..
Here is the story..
Well me and my beautiful boyfriend Andy went to his moms in Plainview this Thursday to spend thanksgiving with his family and it was great, I got to get out of Lubbock for a few days and spend some time with people who aren’t as evil as my family.. Well we stayed the night because it was already getting late and we didn’t want to drive in the dark so we figured we would come home Friday afternoon, it started to snow Friday morning so we went ahead and left so we could get on the road before it had time to ice over.. I called my mom and told her we would be home soon and she sounded fine, what a load of crud muffins! We got home and what do you know, they broke into my room while I was gone and stole all my DVDs as well as some of my expensive coin collections and my mom was threatening to kick me out because “I” am the thief! Right now I hate my family more than anything in the world and plan to never speak to any of them again until I leave, then I plan to say goodbye and then tell them to never contact me ever again and don’t expect to ever here from me.. This happens every time I leave to go out of town or to work or something and my mom either breaks open the door or she just happens to be “asleep” when ever my brothers do it.. This was getting old and this time was the last straw, I don’t ever want to see their faces again.. I have been taking my moms happy ass to and from work and dropping and picking up my sister from school since my sister wrecked my moms car and this is the thanks I get for it?! Well I have since then told them they can find their own rides because I will no longer be driving them anywhere..
Ok so well as you can see I still have not had like any time to post.. it really sucks because I love just blogging about my life.. even if no one is reading it lol, anyways so I love Halloween and this time of year because it’s fun and just darn beautiful and cold outside, I love it! My boyfriend and little sister went out trick-or-treating and I didn’t go with them cause I really didn’t feel like going but he said he had fun.. He even dressed up as a clown and had my mom paint his face lol! I am like so cold I am shivering while writing this and I still love it! But I really have nothing to post about right now other than I am STILL trying to get a job.. Petsmart may hire me and I am waiting for Kinkos to call be back so wish me luck! Oh my boyfriend got a job at Petsmart as an overnight stocker so now he should be getting paid enough to buy me something pretty! Just kidding lol, but since I don’t really have much to post about at the moment I will let you guys go..
Well as you can more than likely see time has not permitted me to post or be on much since my last post.. I am still trying to get a job and I still have tons of work to do and am working on every day.. I still have not had the time to sit down and post a few new blogs but am hoping to sometime soon.. I don’t know when so I just wont say lol, but I will do it sometime or another.. Halloween is also coming up soon and I love Halloween so I will more than likely not be on much to post this week, it’s not like my mom ever decorates for the occasion lol but I still love it!
Oh and for those of you who care here is something which happened recently..
Recently my sister (16) crashed my moms car because my brother (19) took her driving in it without my moms permission.. she took a turn going around 50 and hit a chain link fence crushed most of the front end and bent a pole in half.. Now my oldest brother (thirty something) who was paying on it says his is disowning us lol.. When he did the exact same thing when he was in high school!
Oh and yes of course the air bags never deployed.. so to date 3 wrecked cars in the last 3 years all in October none had the air bags deploy and 2 were head on collisions.. How safe do you think your car really is?! So my mom has decided we will never drive in October lol.. Here is why:
My dads three middle numbers of his social are “666” NO LIE!
Our last name is “Imp”son, Imp meaning devilish child, add son and it makes pretty much son of a devilish child..
Next up, he was born on October 31st!
Well this has been interesting but I am hungry so I have to go!
Love you all,
Well hello everyone! I am sorry I have not been on posting my ranting lullaby’s lately.. I have had real life situations which prompted my immediate attention.. Then I had some internet issues.. Then this and then that.. It all sucks and is horrible indeed.. but now I am back hopefully for good this time, but we all know how that goes! Anyways I hope everyone enjoys the new layout theres a poll to your right just let me know what you think! For now though as I have been starring at this computer since 8am, doing nothing but updating my WordPress and adding some new nifty features! I am probably going to relax and watch a movie from across the room or something.. I will be on later tonight to try and fill in the blanks of the last two months, for now I bid you fare well..
Have a great day everyone!
Ok so this is going to be short but I just want to get it out..
I forgot to post this until now but I just remembered and it made me mad.. I went in for an interview at Bed Bath & Beyond and had a group interview with three girls and me.. Well they went through all their interview crap and then finished made us call some number to take a test over the phone and said they would call me back in a week to let me know if I got the job, well about two weeks later they finally called me just to tell me they went with someone else.. I applied for full or part time and could work whenever they wanted, the other three girls were for part time and were all going to school.. Who do you think you would hire?! Well it turns out that they hired all three of the girls.. How sexist is that?! When you walk into that place tell me if you ever see any guys working! I mean seriously now that I think of it I have never seen a guy working in the Bed Bath & Beyond here in Lubbock..
Anyways.. off I go to ruin someone elses life!
So I have two things I need to get out lol..
my mom just made me really mad.. like seriously.. I have been asking my mom for the keys to my room since I moved in here, and she finally just pissed me off.. I mean ugh.. like for real.. so she has a key to my room right which is like crap, I am 20 and she has to have a key to “MY” room because it’s “her” house.. please she doesn’t even pay for it! but anyways, I have a younger brother and a little sister and she doesn’t have freaking keys to their rooms! freaking UGH!!!!!! and if I go in either or their rooms she screams at me and tells them I was in there when they get home, but if anyone just happens to break into my room while I am gone.. oh what do you know she could care less and ALWAYS happens to be “sleeping” when it happens.. oh I didn’t know I was asleep is the same excuse I always get!! it just really ticks me off.. ugh! if this weren’t a blog intended for most ages lol.. I would so put other words up there! but ugh!! I mean seriously ugh!!
the AC, it is always like 100 degrees in here and I always put the AC on 70-72 never lower, I mean that’s reasonable right?! well she always has to go out and put it on 77-80 I mean seriously?! it’s the freaking summer and it’s that hot outside, on a good day! anyways, so I went and turned it down and was outside my sisters door at the end of the hallway, and she comes out and yells at me down the hallway to quit turning the AC on.. how sad is that that she didn’t even see me walk past her door or that I was at the end of the hallway, when her door was right next to where I was standing.. seriously.. she is like the worst mom sometimes.. ugh..
Anyways, I am like so happy and like excited.. and like awww! and stuff inside that I can’t even type this blog lol.. so here is what he said!
“I cannot even begin to describe what I am feeling right now. I am the happiest I’ve been in over a year!! As of 6am today, August 10th, 2007, I officially have a boyfriend!! Most people are going to be like, “Eh, so what? Lots of people have boyfriends.” but they don’t know what I went through. They don’t understand the fact that I cried for 4 months straight and felt like I was the most worthless human on the face of the earth. They just don’t understand the amount of pain I am finally over now. But today, I am feeling stronger than ever, and owe it all to David. For the people that know the story behind him and I, it probably seems very strange that we haven’t even met in person [yet]. In fact, it probably seems that strange to anyone just finding that out. But I could care less what you think. All I know is that in the time I’ve gotten to know David, and gotten to talk to him, I have been waiting for him for a LONG time, and I can finally say that there’s someone out there who was meant for me, and I for him. He is everything I have been waiting for. He’s the one person who can make me happy when I’m pissed off, or when I’m sad. I can talk to him on the phone for hours and hours on end, and I can’t do that with anyone else. We send each other like a million emails a day back and forth, and I can’t wait to get each and every single one.
So yea, I am dating someone perfect to me, and perfect for me. And I couldn’t have asked for anyone better.”
I don’t think I could have said it any better myself!
I fell so horribly horrible right now like worse that I have felt in such a long time.. it feels so painful.. 🙁 I hate being sad.. the only thing that makes me smile these days is Andy and I probably wont get to talk to him at least until tomorrow.. I will post more about this later but I am going to go take another shower..
Sometimes I really hate living here, I mean I love my family.. sometimes. don’t get me wrong they are all unique in their own ways and I am able to handle them apart, but when any more than one of them get together they piss each other off and then they start yelling at me..
Sometimes I just want to lie on my bed curl up into a ball and cry :(.. earlier today my older brother came over and brought all his food and stuff cause he is moving out of his current house and doesn’t want it to go to waste while he moves.. Well my mom came out as usual and so did I cause I am the only one in the house allowed to put away groceries.. anyways.. my mom is like pure evil sometimes.. I hate it.. she puts words in my mouth and tells my brother things while I am standing there and then when I say something or tell the truth she walks away.. and that pisses me off more so I yell down the hall.. Well not only did that happen but my @$$ of a little brother took my clothes out of the washer again because “he” had to do laundry and threw my wet clothes in the dryer and didn’t even start it.. then not only that, my older brother gave my little brother $60 to give to me and he went and spent it without even telling me or him.. When my older brother found out he was pissed and he drives a camero so he peeled out of the driveway and down the street..
Anyways, now my little brother wants me to get my clothes our of the dryer because he has to dry his and they haven’t even been in there for 30 minutes.. I am so fed up with this.. it is like this everyday.. they can’t even clean up after themselves and our house is a mess and it smells because they just leave everything laying around and then they always talk about me staying in my room.. well figure it out and ask yourselves why I do that.. I hate living here and if I don’t get out soon I am seriously going to loose it..
Anyways.. I am gonna go cry myself to sleep now, ignore my misery if you wish.. I don’t care anymore..
Ugh.. you know what bothers me most about my family, when they touch my damn clothes!
They always take my socks because they are white, and I don’t get them all nasty like the other idiots in this house.. and they always take my other clothes to wear them cause they are to damn lazy to go buy their own.. it just pisses me off, I do freaking laundry and I come out to get it and they take it out go through it and then throw it on top of the freaking dryer without even folding them which makes them get wrinkled and I have to freaking wash them all over again.. UGH! Now I am pissed off.. and to think I was having such a good day.. now it is ruined because of my stupid family..